March 2010
13 posts
love is forever, even when your gone
walks
have made me who i am
having to walk away
running back
leaving for good
chasing God
tying myself down
so i cant walk back to you
because you are not what i need
what i need is a new heart
how could you do this
lie
to ME
yell
at ME
i thought you loved me
im left here alone
giving God the pieces
fix me again
i’ve now given my life to Him
funny thing is,
i still love you
“some days i do wish i was 4 yrs old again…
‘skinned knees are better than broken hearts’” —unknown
‘skinned knees are better than broken hearts’” —unknown
more love stuff
Love
Is the most frustrating.
When I see,
But you can’t see it too.
The problems,
The changes
That haven’t come.
You
Can be so damning,
Your words
They are just one of the many,
The problems,
The changes
That haven’t come
Prayer
Words I send up
In good faith
That you will realize
The problems,
The changes
That haven’t come.
Play
forever never ended that night
will i wake up every day
for the rest of my life
hoping that i will see you
and things will be different
i will continue to pray
but with my hope curbed
and my love will never die
but i will have to spend my life without you
i will drive down the road
and you won’t be in the seat beside me
i will wake to sunny days
but won’t be out taking pictures with you
i will look only towards my future
but i will always carry you with me
in my spirit
in my body
in my thoughts
when i take showers at the end of the day
i will feel you in the water
when i slide into bed late at night
i will still write letters to you
and i’m not sure when this will end
but i will be brave
because i have made a stand for myself
and by gods grace maybe i will see you again
its a heartbreak experience
that i will never be able to forget
or regret
because i will always love you
and i hope that you find joy
and love that will carry you through the rest of your days
i pray that you will someday be able
to understand
Play
this would come out of the mouth of a 15 yr old boy
- me: i see juliet as being a crimson rose
- ethan: i see romeo as being a fag
- carter: where'd you get a taco!?!!
- me: whaaaatt??
hope
Hope
What have you done to me
Done to my senses
You have run free and wreckless
I should have watched you
You ran off with my senses
I pray for your soon return
If I ever see you again
Hope
You have shadowed my day
And left me hanging on
The cliff hanger story
Left me with a sharp decision
I shouldnt have listened
To the great dreams you had
I couldn’t let go of it all
To search for another way
Hope
Now I have to forget about you
Somewhere out in the dark
Holding my heart for ransom
